| Crush a bit, little bit, roll it up, take a hit
Feeling lit, feeling light, 2 am summer night.
I miss rebel quite a bit. Working means I can't club 4 times a week like I did. Even two times a week take alot of effort and energy. I don't know if I should continue working because I am miserable and I don't have time for my friends. And 1000 a month is just not worth it, i think.
I watched Clash of the Titans yesterday. Being a demi-God is so fucking cool. I WANT TO BE A MOTHERFUCKING DEMI-GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate seeing you go down that road, but there isn't much I can do. You got to see it for yourself.
This might be the first night of the rest of my life. <3 |
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| Today I was reminded about how lucky I am. Today I was reminded not to be sad about people that doesn't care about you and to be happy for those that do. Today I was reminded that no matter how bad things get, no matter how bad I get, there are some people that still cares. Today I was reminded that there are some people who aren't worth your time and some that are worth every minute. Today I was reminded about how much I love getting presents. (: |
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| Someone who doesn't hurt you. Someone who doesn't make you doubt yourself. Someone that makes you smile when you think about him/her. Someone who is there. Someone who is real. Someone who wants to be with you as much as you want to be with her/him, if not more. Someone who really treasures you. Someone you should be with. Someone I won't ever find.
I went to universal studio on saturday with chern, toh, chua and jonnie. I thought it was amusing that all of us were struggling to meet at 12.30 because it was way earlier than we were used to. I hate getting out of bed when it is raining gently outside.
We got to universal studio around 1.30. The weather was really good, it was drizzling slightly so it was really cooling. I was really jumpy and really happy the whole day, snapping pictures and going gaga over the egyptian guys. I wasn't even affected by how disgusting I looked, with my wet flat hair and smudged make up.
Toh, chua and I went crazy with the rides! The best part was, it wasn't crowded at all! There was absolutely no queue at all for the roller coasters. It took abit of convincing to get chern and jonnie to take the Cylon roller coaster, which i honestly thought was the most fun ride at universal. I feel really bad for all the people who took the rides with us though, we swore so much! It's like "FUCKING HELL KNNCCB FUCK FUCK FUCK!".
It was a fucking awesome day, at least I thought so. I'd love to go again. (:
That night, we went to Rebel. I died. It was the first time I had memory lapses. It was really scary when i woke up. I couldn't remember parts of my night at Rebel and I absolutely had no memory of leaving Rebel. And it was pretty blur from there. But szetoh kinda died too so there was no winner to our drinking competition! Thank God. It was all thanks to kenneth that we died! I am going to run next time he ask me to drink!
I got a job at BritishIndia. I am going to be a sales girl. haha
"I can't picture you selling stuffs to ppl" - szetoh
It's six days a week so I think I will be complaining alot once i start. Everyone is like how will you club four times a week with work. funny.
I am still deciding between King's Collage and Warwick. There are so many pros and cons and I really don't want to make the wrong decision. I wish like I just KNOW where I want to go. But tomorrow I am attending some talk by warwick and i am really hoping it will give me a clearer idea.
I don't know what's worse, that you did it or that i wasn't surprised.
I feel like such a joke. I think I need a drink. Martell, anyone?
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| you are the strangest kid |
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